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{Tuesday, June 20, 2006 @ 6/20/2006}

yeah ok, so its sad to blog for more than twice in one day. but trust me, you'll do the same when you cant sleep and thrs absolutely NAA TING. nothing teh do. footballs on, but i dont feel like watching it. unless theres KAKA or cronaldo or ballack or kewell? gerrard too. torres, sure. del piero pun. OR EVEN BETTER, nadj. haha (: sigh. is it true that when you grow so many pimple means you think too much. cs im having that problem and i think its true. HAHA s so pathetic. i js read azys blog and pity her, really. ok maybe she can handle it alone, but.. yeah, she has my sympathy. and im still thinking abt apologising to nad, umi and filz. ehmaigawd, i dint think itwud be this hard. filz bcs i cant make it later to her house for jamming. i think shes mad abt it cs she thinks i didnt ask my mummeh. ok fine, i didnt. haha :P but really, im tired of getting warnings n all. plus, her place is quite far so maybe it'l be an advantage to not go later: i can go out nx time :D ahahaha. my bright side, that is. umi, bcs i dint go out with her js now. i couldnt reply as fast as she expected me to. i mean, i had to ask my mum and all. i had to get back home bfr six so i might as well js stay at home, cs she told me to come like around 3. it'd be quite useless, and ho god, im broke maaaaaaaaaan. i cant even afford a tuna sandwis maaaaaaaaaaan. im exaggerating, but yea.and lastly, nad. i didnt come to her birthday party. they all didnt. SANE didnt, but nad's team mates went. so did minz, fortunately :D i shouldve js went eventho i'd get scolded by my parents, but fudge me. fudge me fudge me faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaj me. its for the sake of nad n i dint do it. i feel REALLY REALLY REALLY bad. tho i know she doesnt know any idea how sorry i am. i tried msging her in msn too, but its useless. so at the moment, im trying to find a way to apologise and make it up to them. i cant buy them anything, i dont have moneh. its so sahaaaaad yknaw. and ive been treating my friends oh so badly in msn. im sorry you guuuuuuyyyyyyysss, i just cant seem to find my good mood. it'll come back soon, ieh promise (:

kaka's picture is cute to the mthf f fkin oer3cu4y5n34094i RIGHT. right! i better msg the three of them now. oh, let me knwh if ny of yeh guys want teh get me the jersey :D cheers buttheads.