Nadj asked me to blog...since she cant for some reason her computer wont let her....heh~ im speechless simply because even with all my laughs and smiles deep inside something is still bugging me hard...im not Emo, its simply my life...everything aint what it seems.... and that sucks.... =\ its just that sometimes dont you wish you dont know the truth,cause when you do...things jus get more complicated...well~ yes~ sometimes i wish i didnt know some facts of life....i dont like reality...as the song goes "I wish there was a fairytale that turned into my life"...yeah~ i wish~