Nadj, 15, Kuake says: i like it when you dont mean to make me smile. Syu,You dont know me and you dont care. 16.

Just some stuff i stole from fah's blog :D hahaha, hi.

Sad.
001. When`s the last time you cried?: been quite awhile.
002. Why did you cry?: haha.
003. What makes you sad?: silly stuff.
004. Have you lost a loved one this year?: yes, actually.
005. Which pet of your`s was the last to die?: i dont have a pet.
006. What are some of your regrets?: falling inlove.
007. What was the last bad news you recieved?: there might not be seats on the 12th.
008. What was the last thing to make you upset?: aah. something, something.
009. Ever had suicidal thoughts?: neop.
010. Ever tried killing yourself?: nope, not that stupid.
011. Ever cut yourself?: lame.
012. Have you been/are you depressed?: yes and no, just a wee bit.
013. What songs make you sad?: damn alot :D


Happy.
014. What made you laugh the most today?: nenek thinks im crazy.
015. Who makes you happy?: my goodfriends.
016. What songs make you happy?: island in the sun. my only wish this year. im yours.
017. What makes you happy?: food and friends.
018. Are you a pretty happy person?: no, not at all. haha
019: What was the best day of your life?: mmm, cant think.
020. What are you looking forward too?: to get over my olevels and get out of brunei for holidays.
021. Was your first kiss a happy one?: snort.


Inlove.
022. Are you inlove?: ya think?
023. Are you taken or single?: whazzap.
024. If taken, how long has it been?: nada bah.
025. If you`re single, do you like anybody?: * grin *
026. Who was your first love?: haha this part's boring.
027. If you`re taken, when did you start dating?: ya allah, nada.
028. What color eyes does your crush/significant other have?: PKHAKAKAKA entah tapinya lawa matanya. sumpah! hahaha.
029. How long was your longest relationship?: HAHAHA.
030. How many boy/girlfriends have you had?: entah, 3, 4, 5, 6
031. Ever thought of giving up on love all together?: yes.
032. Ever write a love song or poem?: HAD loads of em.


Jealousy/Envy.
033. Are you jealous of anyone?: yes, a guy :)
034. What celebrity do you wish you looked like?: JESSICA ALBA!
035. Is anyone jealous of you?: dunno, who cares.
036. Do you hate some people just because you`re jealous of them?: heck neop.
037. What`s your favorite song about jealousy?: pfft.


Anger.
038. What makes you angry?: everything. including you, ah? :)
039. What do you do when you`re angry?: swear.
040. Ever put a hole in a wall because you were mad?: hahaha inda.
041. Ever broken glass?: nope
042. What do you do to cool off when you`re angry?: find food, listen to my ipod and tell you people to fuck off.
043. Ever hurt someone because you were so angry?: hurt as in hurt hurt? haha
044. Do you randomly snap when you`re angry?: say what.
045. Do you have a bad temper?: YES.
046. Do you curse when angry?: all the time.


Worry.
047. Are you worried about anything right now?: yes, abt alot of stuff.
048. Do you worry about every little thing?: YES, oh my god, yes. haha
049. What should you be doing right now?: shower.
050. Are your grades in school good?: no, i dont think so.
051. Is anyone you know in the hospital right now?: yes i think. umi's nenek :D
052. Are you worrying about anyone`s health at the moment?: my sisters.







You know that Nelly Furtado song "all good things come to an end"? yeaa...what will become of me? reality sucks...but i cant be in my fantasies..and that sucks...i miss ya guys, and i cant wait to come back home...its so fcuked up here especially if u add it with this so called family.... *sigh*





You were almost sixteen when I came into the world.
Mom and Dad had you first then 3 more boys I'm the baby girl.
I sure have a lot to look up to in you, you're really smart and funny with a big heart too.
After one year of college you knew what you had to do.
It's just like you wanting to help with the war.
So you joined the army when I was only 4.
This time of year we talk of big plans but you're over seas in some distant land.
You can't be here for Christmas, I don't understand.
Chorus:
When are you coming home, Shaun?
When are you coming home?!
We lit up the house like we always do but it doesn't seem bright 'cause we can't have you.
In my prayers I ask God to keep you safe.
And I'm trying to be really brave.
Tell me that the fighting's through.
Come home!
I really miss you.

It's hard to enjoy the holidays without you.
But we're so proud of you and all the red white and blue.
Remember that Jesus is your best friend,
And someday our families will be together again.
Wow! You know we'll have a great big party then.

Chorus

I want to show you how tall I've grown and introduce you to my new friends at school.
Maybe we could go and get some ice cream together but I really don't care what we do.



yes, fiz found it, not me. im just really touched. and shes bloody cute too! haha.








Especially for Umi Khairiyah. Krispy Kreme Donuts :D



i did the pleasure of eating the last two, mi.

YUM! :D

HAHHAH.

crap, its really good.

Ghastly :p but i miss these days.



HAHAHA BDAC.

aah those days. muscle days. HAHA

chinese new years :)

TALENTIME SHT.

ina&inie's birthday!

waterballoon days :(

HAHAHAHAHAHHA AZY!

HAHA

i miss THIS :( cigu midah.

I cant really chat much but all i wanna say is "I miss ya'll so much..." and for updates of pictures go to www.leavetheworldbehind.multiply.com, have fun.... =) ILOVEANDMISSYOUALL~ =D




nadj says;



3 days to christmas.
4 days to zaim's birthday.
9 days to new years.
11 days til you come back.





takara for dinner, baby! cheers :)


By tomorrow, i will no longer stand next to this little midget who was never scared to try new good things. no more of taking silly pictures on christmas day. no more of anyone stealing your phone off your pocket to just take pictures of itself. no more stories abt guys always going to her :p no more old times. HAHAH im talking like as if syu's leaving forever. well what im tryna say here actually is, ill miss you syu :D but im sure syu'll have fun in UK, yeah syu? <3




9 days to christmas!


Damnn~ im sooo fustrated....not only because im flying....but simply just everything about life.... *gosh*









----BITE ME----





right now i must say, things are really ugly. each of us tryna help each other so things can work out? and sometimes you need another person to just always be there for you? to talk abt stuff and to joke around with? some left for holidays. seriously i need to get out of this country. the things i do everyday, im just getting sick of it. im bored of my holidays i just wanna join other people celebrate christmas. getting presents sounds pretty good to me. haha or maybe its just the jingle bells and decorated trees i see during xmas that actually excites me to join them celebrate. syu would actually trade places with me if we can, no syu? she'll stay and ill go. and yes, there goes another one of my friends. seriously you guys, my holiday's getting even more dull each and everyday. s'all crap, man. haha other than that, i think ive also been a pretty cruel friend. harsh words to good friends? sigh. and sorry's not gona make things better. but for now, lemme just figure things out properly okay you guys? now its. ''tryna help a friend who'd want burger king to bring up a smile. or months-of-waiting and i-dont-know-how to tell situations'' time. itll all work out, believe me.


i miss having viv and gys around :( but til then, cheers!


25: All I Want For Christmas is You.
















I havnt been blogging for a long long time...and im not ready yet....cz i havent really got the time...but for the moment, just cry with me.....eih? =\ sentimental moments has got me gone crazy, crying alone....




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