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{Wednesday, November 29, 2006 @ 11/29/2006}

for my friends.

{Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 11/27/2006}

i cant get it off my mind. yesterday was just, one hell of a day? but the thing is, i dont know. if im to be happy abt that one time or not. as tired as i can get, its still in my mind. what was i thinking. why didnt i do it and smhow it feels so impossible to share it with anyone. or maybe, thers just no one. so i screwed up when i was singing. wasnt how it was spose to be. it wouldve been better if i wasnt shaking. i let them down. but it couldnt get any worse than that one time where it was only us. there was five at first. but as the day grew brighter, they left one by one and sooner, it was just us. i was that stupid to let go of my chances. why did i let go? we were, quiet. the view was pretty. so was he. but what in the world did i have in mind! the more hes closer to me, the more i try to let go of my chances. but when he leaves, i want them back. i want him back. something's wrong and its never gona be fixed if i dont start talking. i was THAT stupid. now he'd never know.

{ @ 11/27/2006}

yes, we sang.

meet flounder.

wajeeh.

dek and iz.

har.

HOWDEY!

don't ask. haha

i am exhausted.

{Wednesday, November 22, 2006 @ 11/22/2006}

ski, abdul, moose, parey and abski.

mutnai.

HAHAHA tsk.

afif, as always.

holy moley.

phewiiit. hahaha

dek and har.

meet badulski.

ziqski, bakiski.

Im really glad i feel so much better now. i mean, yesterday was absolutely dull. it was hell. the only thing i did was sleep. felt so weak, i could just pass out anytime. i couldnt even walk properly and i kept on throwing up. i was sick. so was ski. but thank god, we're feeling alot better today. excpet now my skin's peeling off, thanks to the sunburnt that occured on the 19th. sigh, what a life. im gona look hideous on the 25th. i best go mandi now, its 4pm and i stink.

{ @ 11/22/2006}

Happy Birthday Afifah Azmi :D

{Thursday, November 16, 2006 @ 11/16/2006}

Maybe things are really all going the wrong way. Theyre going through the wrong path, but i know im not. Whatever i hear or see seems to just be wrong. Things i think about nearly every second. Stuff going on and what's gona happen, it just doesnt seem so right. I think ive only got one question and that'd obviously be, ''what is happening to the world?''I know even that one person who used to help me on these matters wouldnt be able to give me an answer cause he's one of the cause why that question even popped in my mind.

Oh lord, im freezing. It's raining out there and abg just left for KL. My friends go to school, i stay at home. Life gets even worse day by day. I can't understand things easily and i don't know why i can't help myself nowadays. I don't want to think im weak, cause im not. I wish i can predict the future. I just dont know what you think. But its always telling me to forget you or ill be the fool i used to be again. Okay, ill be off to dinner now.

Cheers Little Caspers.

{Thursday, November 09, 2006 @ 11/09/2006}

I'm leaving it all behind.

Love,
NADJ.

{Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 11/03/2006}

Finally...im back online...but i havnt got any pictures....so~ kinda brougth me motivation of writting wayyy down because of that....raya's boring as usual and suckier more than ever *sigh*......i hate got a job, a date, a car (or ride) nor a camera.....*sigh* typical typical holidays routine 'slaved' around all nite n day(times when u LOVE school)......miss my friends, mycamera, myfreedom, my life....hope yours better than mine.... =)
Cant wair for the school trips though....you knoooowww how much i love them...hehe! yeppie~

p.s--->damn~ i wish i had pictures.....*sigghh*

------------------------------------give something worth living for.