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{Monday, October 30, 2006 @ 10/30/2006}

ah hello. hows everything been. i know i know, my blogs just so empty and my layouts are getting so old. but sometimes im js too tired now that i have another blog :p
raya's been balanced to me. i had my times with both family and friends and the cash ive been getting.. well, fair enough. haha :D now most of my friends have already started going to school and doing their exams and all, so im just gona think of what i should do for 3 months now. something useful i mean. altho i might need my friends with me when it comes to sthin new. i did plan of something, but now that things are screwed [yes including me, myself] i guess im gona have to cancel it. or maybe.. work on it alone. OH ive been checking out the upcoming ipods too. oh man, they are the ruggedest. the micro, baton and baby. i want them
:(

will come back soon when ive things to talk about. right now i must get ready and accompany me aunt out on this rainy day. the clouds gray and i feel so ugly
:( cheers you guys.

{Friday, October 27, 2006 @ 10/27/2006}

HAHAHA entah.

tsk. si haziq~

tweenies.

HAHA hi mah :D

si mers mau mau.

phoebe, joey!

mi & jj.
half of mi. fah, mers.

{Wednesday, October 18, 2006 @ 10/18/2006}

ALOHA. howsit doin! things are pretty fine if you ask me and and this is cool, this is cool, exam will finish tmoro and you have no idea how glad we are. haha its been two weeks and we're really sick of the books. anyways now its gona be over, ive got tons of things to do. well, we planned it earlier and i hope it goes as well as planned :D since rayas coming, yes, selamat hari raya to all of you. the others are planning on spending the day pampering ourselves tmoro. hahahaha dont think ill be doing anything. i dont mind going with them tho. theres not much to do at home anyway. honestly im not so excited of raya, maybe cs abg n kaka's not gona be here, and im gona be.. how bout, lonely? dont worry yah, yes, im glad i have you. but really, i dont even know what ill be wearing for the first day. sthin purple, i think? wish me luck fe tmoros math one, we'll be flunkin together :p okay bye.

{Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 10/15/2006}

im sorry. im really sorry. i dont know how to say everything. thers just alot and you will never understand. im speechless. i.. in my life, its the other way around, m. you had a new life. i just thought, i needed to stay out of it, m. i seriously did not forget you, i did not. not you or wan, but honestly, i was upset. sometimes seeing you around and not talking like old times make me feel really down. i mean it, m.when i see you in school with your friends, i just feel like im in another world where you dont include me. i dont know if i should continue crying and sobbing all the way, but i know nothing will do any good now. why didnt i myself tried making things like old times eh? why didn't i. and if you ask me, m, ive never. never ever have forgotten abt our past. you made my childhood. dont you remember, i used to go to your place everyday, m. everyday and this might sound silly, but i didnt know how to clean myself after i poo? yes poo. how can i forget that, m? we were really young. you've been my only best friend since small who ive never stabbed in the back. so i might sound like im talking shit, but im not, m. i do care for you if thats not what you think. you are still in me. i thought I wasnt in YOU, m. i just dont know what to say anymore. thers tons going in my mind, im so confused, i feel really stupid. it doesnt matter how high or low in standards my friends are. you'll be one of the best. why? you did make my childhood, m. how cn i ever let the memories just fade away? bcause of other friends, m? no, m. you're part of me, i just dont know how to make everything like old times again. i just don't and im sorry.

it doesnt matter if im telling the world abt my life now. this post is worth for you, moomzy.
wan, im sorry.

{Saturday, October 14, 2006 @ 10/14/2006}

sigh, its 12.35 a.m. now. and yes, im back. i cant help it. obviously :p i just finished watching a cinderella story. man, that totally made me think, why cant everything in life just go as smooth like in the movies? a perfect ending. i know syu would agree with me on this. big time! anyways. exams been pretty kresi if you ask me. so far, im most worried of my cs and math paper. it was unbelivable. in a bad way ocors. everyone seemed totally hopeless, we just laid our hands off the papers and started to day dream. some slept, others just gave up. everyone started swearing after the teacher got our papers off the desk. haha yeap it was that hard. we're having CS1 and Ugama1 tmoro. les hope itd be fine. 5 more days, excluding sunday :D and we'd be totally free. we have extra 15 minutes for school next year tho. which means we'll end school by 1245. doesnt matter, 3 months hols for us is just so cool for now :D cheers jigaboo.

{Friday, October 13, 2006 @ 10/13/2006}

for all the shit you care.

{Monday, October 02, 2006 @ 10/02/2006}

its 3.18PM and i havent mandi. i will after i get everything done. and this should seriously be my last time to blog. seriously, exams in one week and i must. but before that. you guys, thank you so much. i mean it real bad. thanks alot! i had fun, really. thanks, you guys. and you people came with presents too, f gods sake )o: to mum&dad too. thanks so very much. p.s. syu and dek, no worries guys. theres always next time yeah. ill still love you guys anyway :D

so anyways. mers n umi sleptover last night and ive got only one thing to say to umi. im sincerely sorry. for leaving you to sleep alone in my room and on the floor. sorry mi we lav you :D im gona make it te you and for that, im gona name the turtles jojo and bobo like how you wanted it to be! cheers to ya'll, ill come back soon.

''what a night.. so far.. ''

we are famileh.

HAHA kamon you gota lafadat :D

meet sheega n the new friend, tinker.

{Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 10/01/2006}

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING.