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Nadj, 15, Kuake says: i like it when you dont mean to make me smile.
Syu,You dont know me and you dont care. 16.
Stories
{Saturday, September 30, 2006 @ 9/30/2006}
Im sorry, i wasnt brave enough to tell you.....i just dont dare to hear you cry.....as much as i did when i heard of the news......i tried to reason and reason them....but all i got was "just go there after sending her"......its not that i dont want to send my sister......i do, and yes~ i admit its sad she's goin itself made me cry but to think that i wouldnt be crying not only my heart would break....the worst was to break someones heart......i cried non-stop and i was in the worst of mood for the whole freaking day.....i wonder what else ould make it worst....then i saw your 'personal message' i started crying and panicked....my other sis insisntd on her calling you and break the news.......i was crying in the background listening to your conversation.....i couldnt stand it......and im so so so sorry....i cant do anything.....unless some miracle happens......because my parents allowed me thats one thing for sure.....but it just had to clash.....how unfair could my life be? but one thing for sure, please dont be sad.....honestly, i know you would have a great time.....one thing for sure, i know it'll be better then mine.....thats one thing for sure.....and you see how people were so eager for it.....people werent for mine.....people even greeted three weeks before....people even made countdowns......people even asked about it......you see how ur loved, by everyone? you know how i was sad before my so called big day.....i was even sad on the day and the days after......so yeah~ you should be happy......cz i noe u'll hav a better one than me.....everyone did...... 
and im really really sorry i couldnt come that early.....unless its 8pm.....but no matter what happens.....you know it'll be perfect no matter what....its you for goodness sakes..... =B HAPPY BUTT'DAY NADJ.......You'll have a great one....I know.....
