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{Thursday, August 10, 2006 @ 8/10/2006}

its true. its THAT sad. we're not as bad as you think we are. we dont do things everyone does these days. we might always want to go out, but thats bcs home kills us. its just boredom that we want to get rid of. and i assure you, you can trust us when we say we'll be out with our friends. drinking and doing unpleasant things like smoking isnt just us. its never a temptation to us. we can even sound like we're really bad bcs we're not so oh so great in our studies. but at least we know whats right for us. we're clean. we're not so bad. we just wanna enjoy ourselves that we need our friends to surround us. we won't lie to you if you actually think we never tell the truth becausewe usually do. and it gets to our nerve that you act like you dont trust us bcs we always try to convince you, but we usually fail to and whats worse is that we can never find a way to prove it to you. its having our friends around we enjoy and we tend to wanna do it over and over again. all we really do is joke around and that's when its the best. we enjoy ourselves. even if others might want to do those ''things'', we know we wont. we'll stay away. once again, its not us. its just the fact that we like having fun in a good way. we might hurt your feelings by our face expressions when we'reupset but thats because something bothers us big time. and when it comes to relationships, we really like having jokers close to us cause thats just how our lives goes. we laugh like there's no tomorrow. that's one big point you should know, then maybe we won't look, sound, act so bad as you actually think we are. and yknow, there are times when we even feel sorry for ourselves because we just can't be good enough for you. but.. guess thas the way how lifes suppose to be. like what they say.. its cruel, its unfair, period.

sincerely,
girls who are close with the guys.