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{Sunday, July 30, 2006 @ 7/30/2006}
its lunch time. but im not hungry. not at all. well maybe a little. but im too lazy to get my ass off this bed. sitting and starving at the same time, i dont mind that much. it depends on my mood actually. and im not having a good one at the moment, cs everythings fkt up again. whatever. who wants to talk abt it. right (:
happy belated muts. guess my saturday wsnt so boring as it usually is. yesterdays party went pretty well and yes, i enjoyd my night laughing my head off. the guys nacholibres joke couldnt get any funnier man. the birthday nutterheads decided to make a waterballoon fight at first, which i didnt think would go so well when everyone seemed like they werent in the mood to get wet. but that ws at first. guess i ws wrong. they enjoyed being wet. spcially pushing eachother into the pool. yeh everyone got in, even if some couldnt (: -isnt suppose to. moozy pulled me into the pool. he ws too strong, so i couldnt do nehtin. haha.
aaaaaaand surprisingly i have only one photo of me and me cousin, fifers. none with umi, emah or even gmah. SIGH. wanted to js walk home since i was soaking wet and totally shivering. dint wana get the car wet, but sooner than i can imagine, me ma msgd. told me to go home which was around 1130. so there goes.
thats bcs your her. her is better.
goodbye love.
{Friday, July 28, 2006 @ 7/28/2006}
so schools been totally messt up. im trying to not dislike the teachers even when they tend to give lectures abt how they love us. HAHAHA. doesnt that make you laugh? yknos. thyre your second parents, its your second home. AHAHAHA. okay maybe not.
teachers' ruins my mood in school. and my friends js make me go crazy. well some. not all. the guys are fudging annoying.they go blaming other people abt their own problem. SIGH. if i could live like a like a like the laguna beach people. or maybe yknos freedom, money, everything nice (: then it wouldnt be necessary for me to go to school. haha. 2hours ago was gmahs birthday. happy belated (: and tmoros emersons birthday. or as what i prefer; samut. happy advanced.
everywns been telling n asking me abt that tatoo show. whether id be watching or not cs the school gives out extra ticket for anyone who wants to join.that saturday night show. passt cs ill be going with me famileh on the ferst. heard they said its fab and abso brill. I CANT WAIT. it better be worth it B)any of you guin on the ferst?
aright CHEERs dudes.
{ @ 7/28/2006}
----Nu-retro's 2nd prize voucher----
----the lovely ladies of Nu-Retro---

----a couple of people messing with my camera... =p hehehe! ----
----Another couple of people messing with my camera! hahaha! =p ----
----manda n i caugth up in a moment! hehehe! =D ----
----when Vainess n Craziness is combined...hehe! ----
----Shaun....the only person who offered me a hug backstage! how sad~ hehehe! =p ----

----It migth have sucked....but hey~ you should try practicing it in one week! =p ----
-----the 2nd prize performance----

-----the 4th prize performance( how nervous was i, huh? hehe! )-----
This years talentine was tiring, hectic and undescribeable~ hehehe! well~ hopefully it'll be better next year....hehehe! n hopefully i wouldnt be so stupid again to join all three.....gila~ such a fuss~ hehehhe! oh yea n make sure to bring ur earplugs next year~ heheheh! =D
{Tuesday, July 25, 2006 @ 7/25/2006}
thanks to klupis for taking beautiful photos :)www.peezski.multiply.comHE's GOOD. check it out.


jiks. my gay friend.
click five dude.
{ @ 7/25/2006}
continuation :D
hot photo of ziq.. termenung.
wasnt anywhere near (:
.. zaimah.

aunidette, jeeyan.
the twins.
elles vips.

with the other guys behind.
{Monday, July 24, 2006 @ 7/24/2006}
hallu bloggerette :)its 8.51 and the fireworks still on. tmoros one of the days where in every period, i go crazy bcs the teachers make me go crazy. haha (: mondays a ruiner, a spoiler, a mthfker. hahah. so great, another four more days til i get to get up late again. sigh. 10 of us went to watch movie together. hafiz, abhar, wafi, jj, azeem, zaeem, afif AAAAAAND abdul? yes, abdul :Dnachos libre's not a bad movie. its pretty disgusting, but its A-OK. the guys had a really good time laughing. fifers n i were the odd ones out and the guys were such nutterheads. the last place we went to was the arcade cs if im not mistaken, afif wanted to go badly. gahgah. i shouldnt be going out anymore, ass tests in few weeks time. but..
its called boredom. i blog when im bored, ok? no? thanks za. i love you til the rainbows end.
{Sunday, July 23, 2006 @ 7/23/2006}
z, hes a jerk. let him fk himself. hes being plain stupit, i love you. make a new day. OK HI :) or wait, HARLO. whatohsoever ive been doing these days, im sure ive been pretty emotional. everything pisses me off :) the layouts been fking me up. theres even a naked woman. 33 written on her ass. its annoying n HA great, i have a new tagboard. haha s so sad. yesterdays talent show was as boring as it usually is. azy lookt abso awesome, tho she thought she blew it off. zy, you dint. you were BAMTBAM. haha :D i had a lot to support, so it wasnt actually oh so bad. syu did a pretty good job too. well, i mean syu.. it sint easy to get up the stage n sing js like that yknow. i dont think i can even puck up the courage n do that. a big hand of applause of kasut like what we did that day. OH SYU, incase you didnt notice, we stood on the chair to gave you xtra support. me&azy ONLY (: the hall was pretty empty actually. most who came were xstandrewsians. they performed as the closing act, as always. i stayed to watch them sing, two bands. but whatever happened to the rest, i dont know. i left early with my friends so i could get sthing to munch. i misst my lunch AND breakfast. haziq n hafiz came to join us.after months of trying to keep my skin going from bad to worse, only today i remember how it is to hold onto yer breath and dive under the water. i went swimming just now. HAHA
my dramatic, lesbian friend.iza: WHY DOESLIFE HAVE TO BE SO EFFING CRUEL.n: perfect question. SIGH.
n: shoot me now. NOW.
n: NOWN NOW
n: NOW ZA. NOW.
iza: NO.iza: THEN AKU TIA SEORANG YANG KUSUT.
iza: NO FAIR.
iza: WE'RE DYING THE SAME TIME.
iza: if i had a blog, i would blog about our special lesbian moment.
do you people get our definisi of emosional, no?
CHEERs my little cockroaches.
gorjas. tarded. whot.
with mandarks.

accidentally.
{Wednesday, July 19, 2006 @ 7/19/2006}
: the HSBC chocolate cake i ws talking abt (:
I dont wanna fall to pieces.
I js wanna sit&stare at you.
I dont wanna talk abt it.
I dont want a conversation.
I just wanna cry infront of you
and I dont wanna talk abt it, cs im inlove with you.
this song is abso addicitve.
PS. KLUPIS IM SORRY (:
{ @ 7/19/2006}
i still miss elle's birthday. her sweet 16! a little lazy to talk abt whatevers been happening. lifes pretty compliacted once more. i need to apologise and solve my fkt up troubles. ill figure something out. thas fer shr (: friday's talentime&syu made it in, so.. i cant wait til she starts boombanging the hall now. KHEKHE.and here.. like what they say, a picture tells a thousand words B)
: happy birthday, LOVE.
: she had to act (:
: GHAHAH.
: birthday girrrrrrrrrrl.

: i love mi goreng
: happy birthday! =)
: LADIES MAN (:
: my dear friend, emerson.
: auni. my obedient friend :)

: meet raymond. a good dude :)
{Sunday, July 16, 2006 @ 7/16/2006}

whas been planned for weeks has now ended. i miss it n i wish i could turn back time. getting my hair done at essensuals was pretty fun. i mean.. well, at least it didnt turn out THAT bad. i just dont love it love it. and then, dressing up at elles place was way cool. even tho i had to wait in the car for nearly an hour waiting for them to reach home and was rushing doing things. party went pretty well. at least syu did a huge favour starting the party by dancing. i didnt even. not at all. well, a little but it felt awkward so i stopped. i was glad to see people i wanted to see came :) my classmates came, which was pretty exciting. having a photographer around was awesome. the place couldve been dull without the DJ! n the party wouldntve been perfect without without..
essa pessoa especial.
THANKS guys! :) for the comfort.
{Saturday, July 15, 2006 @ 7/15/2006}
Yes~ thank u nadj....but honestly how can i imagine im in the kBox....the hall is freaking huge....and evryones staring.....n honestly~ i wouldnt think i want "dewa" there at all....lagi tah ku malu! hahahaha! n eiiw~ wat a name 4 him....HAHAHA! but luckily I got in..... =D but its only because they made us all in.....ahahaha! I had to admit the others were GREAT and mayb it was really hard to make a decision for them! heh! so yeahh~ it was EMBARASSING but was PITIED~ HAHA! just hopefully i wouldnt shake on the real day again....hahaha!well~ other than that....went to Elles place today.....to carry all the stuff n decorate n what not (btw nadj, why didnt u come?) I got my own personal hairstylist for tomorow.....AUNI.....ehehehe! =D we are all set for tmorow....atleast i know i am....hahaha! just hopefully to the people who are having problems wif their dress code wouldnt fuss so much about it....cz honestly if u hav an invitation n ur name is on the list we wouldnt b that fussy abt ur clothes jus dont go overboardly different.....like changing ur outfit to "going to the beach" HAHAHA! rite rite? well~ PARTY IS SET.......YOU ALL BETTER COME~
{Friday, July 14, 2006 @ 7/14/2006}
HAPPY BERTHDAY ELEENA DEE :) and congratso!
yesterday was.. hilarious. it started from dull to adventure. from frowns to excitement. i spent my day out with syu, nad&fifers which at first was completely boring. whats worse is that im broke. and i met a totti look alike dood, but i swear hes a ferkin paedophile. well, HEEHEE. he stared? :D we stayed till the evening. no, night and the last place we visited was the arcade. where nad had already left. and OOH, we met the gunners. that.. jiko dood included (: hyped up, we yelled instead of sing. well, for that moment.. yelling was singing for us. in that karaoke box thing. yeah ok AND AND that was when this pretty goodlooking guy asked for my number. HAHAHHA. but no thanks, so i continued singing and whatsoever happened today DOES NOT matter. im bored cs my cousins in the toilet n my maids deep asleep (:
p/s: kasut yer toally gna rock, so dont stink. HAHAH all the best. imajin - kbox, temen temen n THAT DEWA!
CHEERs.
{ @ 7/14/2006}
If theres such words as Hopelessness and Nervousness(hehe!), its taking over me! tomrow is my auditions for talentime....and HONESTLY i dont think i can make it....one thing i dont even actually remember all the dance moves....cz i keep screwing up even in just practices.....2ndly comparing to my voice n the others in my group i know i'll sound the most childish on the microphone.....I KNOW IT~ n i'll mite jus blank out.....3rd since im already worried about that....imagine me singing alone! It'll be so much worst~ hopefully tomrow i wouldnt emberass myself completely....evn if i can make it in to the finals atleast i wanna know i still have my pride~--how stupid was i to even think of joining...huh? SO STUPID~Wish me luck...atleast not to totally emberass myself...hehehehe! =D
{Wednesday, July 12, 2006 @ 7/12/2006}
i miss worly cup. no more after 3am sleeping, no more staying up alone, & mostlis no more cheering alone. sigh! lifes too unfair. i listen to hips dont lie&celebrate the days everywhr, i wonder if i'd still will. HAHA. im bored and i mean it. i dont js say it cs i think im bored bt trust me i am bored, you have NO IDEA how much. everything seems js fine these days. whas been down is now all waaaaaaaay up up and up. whas been bad is now all goooooooooood. been receiving msgs from DST bcs of teh registration. HAHAH but not to worreh, s all been done! went to hospital to visit my grandma this afternoon, but the nurses said she left for checkup or whtnt. and she'll be leaving for home. HO! thats when my sistero&i decided to leave for DST and HSBC. i dint really fancy going down with sisto to HSBC so i stayed in the car and THAT was when i spotted this HUGE poster advertising HSBCs OMGGODGODGODDYGOD chocolato cake which says: GOOD, BAD. if i could js grab it off the wall. HOHO (:
OH syu, italys still my one&only AND my hopes are.. low :) ps: i like ending words with an O cs most of the doods in italy has names ending with an O or I.CHEERs.
: HAHAH pathetic posers!
: yea so i took the picture myself. italiano&argentina?

: retard. retarder.
{ @ 7/12/2006}

I feel betrayed....i cant believe the team i supported would do a thing like that.....we all dont really know what Mazzerati really said, but he did admit to insult Zidane in a way that he didnt wanna tell.....hopefully all the crap abt the religions isnt one of it......If not i'll feel so freakingly crush~
other than that.....today is quite easy breezy i have to say but feeling quite cramped of the things happening at the moment with my non stop activities goin on this month n up coming month.....hopefully all my work will play off~ =)
{Tuesday, July 11, 2006 @ 7/11/2006}
---World Cup 2006 won by the lovely guys from ITALY---
WOHHOO~ ITALIAAA~ hahahah! i would just like to say "IN YOUR FACE" to all the people who looked down on me cz i supported Italy....n also the idiots in the Mall last time....when i was using this jersey....they stared, said "Italy?" in a disapproving voice and laughed away.....i donno who u r....but i would just like to say....ahahahhahahahaha! WHOSE HAVING A GOOD LAUGH NOW? hahahah! =p I still love Brazil n Australia......but Italy is in my heart at the moment! hehehe! =D
*****celebrate the day~ the dayy~ the dayyyyy~ celebrate the dayy~ the dayyy~ the dayyyyy!*****
{ @ 7/11/2006}
I had more pictures....until suddenly the blog just totally was dis-organised! GOSH~ so these were the only pictures that i could save....What an unlucky paparazi, huh? they were like brilliant pictures of them....shheesshh~ well~ enjoy these atleast.....----Finally a proper picture with him...you should have seen his candid photos...hehe! =D ----
----Dennis modelling for Nike!hehehe!----
----A cool candid motion picture of Nabil----
----This is what real "love"is made of, i suppose! AHAHA!----
----Few of the hotties of the school, you have to admit! hahaha! =p ----