What is it that you want? :)
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Days and years go by......and still i see myself as an easy crying watse piece of skin, your easy moving target for you people to poke and punch on. As you know as much as possible, i wouldnt act back, as much as i want and should. I become an easy target for you, ofcoz u dont notice it, because its not done to you.
And i tought people said Family is everything, they make you happy in even the most uncope-able times of your lifes. Seems not for me. For me family is just a couple of people i live with in a house where i have no choice to live in anyways and they'll do anything to bring you down. Thats why i dont like coming back home, they'll just be filled with rains of tears running down my cheecks. And also i tought people said Friends never get left behind. No offence, but sometimes i feel like i do, not now excatly but usually yes~ i know i am..Sometimes i feel like im jus a girl who just seems to be around(i think zy knows how i feel as i have confront her before. If only others knew.). Also i tought people said A guy could make you feel complete in times of need. But wait..i dont have a guy and it seems like i was wrong to even like this guy. A guy just makes me ignorant of whats wrong and whats rigth sometimes.
But as much as i hate being your easy target, i just cant walk away. So go ahead, make me your slave, your doormat, your servant, you rat watver you want me to be. Honestly, i think your loving it.
OH YEA~ and thanx to my so called mom. I've learnt from you, to never be like you. You hav such a frozen heart. and if you think im a BAD daugther coz im writting abt her like this. Well~ your not in my shoes, are you?
---syu--- Dont worry i'll always keep a fake smile on my face, just for the sake of you guys.
p.s-and to you people who wants to comment about my language and grammar or spelling watver. i just want to say "do you even think i give a FUCK of what you think?".... And yes~ hate me all you want when i say that " for me seems like family means nothing"...