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{Wednesday, June 28, 2006 @ 6/28/2006}
why oh why wouldnt my blog upload frikin pictures for me. driving me nuts!the first thing zy told me when i came to school today was that we were gonna miss 1st and 2nd period bcs we were told to gather in form 5S1. soon after nad came, we all went to 3rd floor and waited for any teacher to call us in the class. syu came a little late, but didnt miss anything. she thot she was dead for a second there. nhwys we spent one whole period doing nothing other than sharing our stories abt football and whatsoever happened. when the bell rang, i started seeing guys entering the class. it was our turn to go to the hall and for the guys to stay. ms jane told us she'd be giving us speech abt sexual something. no, not funny. i dnaw y most people giggled. she said she couldnt do the talking bcs shes not open minded and so are the other teachers. which totally stinks! so there was this other lady, i have absolutely no idea from where, who agreed to let us know what the whole thing was abt. a little censored here okis. ONE) saix :DTWO) pleasure is not the goal in life THREE) ok.. i forgot. HAHA . but the speech she gave was really interesting. it was really, i couldve given her more of my applause. ahoho! she even sang us a song abt love. telling us love isnt js abt feelings, but something more than that. and that women are stronger than guys. women are beautifully made. okis, enough abt that. english period was OK, for the first time. well, not exactly the first, but she js told us to read a passage and answer some questions. my friend (: who sat nx to me was all hyped up. hyper in a sleepy way, which was a little freaky. the only thing she did was talk to herself and copy my work. HAHAHA! its a good thing tho, the class couldve been more dull and silent, if she wasnt there to entertain me. wht t sht happened to ghana and spain?! i wanted brazil to lose, which everyone thought was IMPOSSIBLE. and for spain to win, cs i dint know france was all that :D pity spain. i mean fernando torres and fabregas maaaan. wht abt ghana. oh cmon, brazil znt all that. haha bright side: italy and englands still playing. OH ME GAWD. englands going against portugal, is a total oh no no nos. cristiano or gerrards team will be leaving after saturday nights match. great sint it :s ; syu, where the hell dichu go? (:
''..celebrate the day. the dayyy. the daaay-aaaaay..'' :D
{Monday, June 26, 2006 @ 6/26/2006}
end of first day of school. HEEHEEHEE! right. getting up early was so not fun. i got to school LATE today! haha cs it was one of those stupid ''traffic-jam-cs-its-raining'' time again. i spotted azy by the time i got there, thank god! i knew everyone was in the hall cs of assembly, i knew ive missed it. luckily, it wasnt js the two of us. elle came a second after me. nad came 5 minutes sooner and syu came after the nx minute. haha stupit sint it. we had to wait outside n write our names. the councillors settled us down. two long lines, the girls and the guys. we were rewarded a boring speech when the assembly had ended and when everyone went back to class. haha. nhwys i cant believe im back to staring at the old orange door infront of my seat. especially during physics period, god that teacher stinks. not literally tho, but he is bor . ing! i'd say economics class is the worse ever. she makes you do your work over and over again and you'll have to finish it or you'll stay in class with her. that'd be a worse nightmare, trust me. staying back with her in class. you nuts she'd be observing your work like hell. like so, i drew this elastic ohwhatsoever demand thing. she told us to draw a line which isclose to straight, but mine was perfectly straight :D she did a huge cross on my drawing using her blue whiteboard marker! shitto.
zaimah (: moved to my school. so there she was in 2R with her FRIENDS. ahoho! i had BMC for recess. butter milk chicken, havent eaten that for two weeks. haha :D ehmaigawd, ugama period could be 2nd in my worse classes list for school. she was shouting like a mad woman. i swear, mad woman. knoh the definition MAD? yes, crazy. she went nuts. tho none of us really care, we're used to it. i mean hello, whts the sht yer talking abt woman. she does that every period, so instead of having PUI, we have a free but oh so noisy period. yeah so thats about it. minz got me a portugal cristiano ronaldo shirt from KL too. its really nice! thanks minz, you stink (:
wouldnt be looking forward for school tmoro. ITALYS PLAYING!!!!!! if australias going down, sorry kewell ): HAHHA. cheerio
{Sunday, June 25, 2006 @ 6/25/2006}
''i dont wanna scold you, im tired. please dont cry and stop looking down at yehself, you're NOT stupid for fck sakes man. go ahead and pick your choice, i DONT have the rights. bu tplease stop saying the frikin shts name. keep this in your mind: be strong''a day left. i got my books and uniform ready. tmoro's not a free day, definitely not. so i guess freedoms over! sigh. i didnt do anything since 4 this afternoon. thats when my cousin invited me to go out with her. i wasnt so sure of going, cs i didnt think my dad would let me. that was the reason i told to all my friends why i couldnt go. was spose to go out with haziq, afif and they all. aaaaaaaaandddddddd yes, twins! i couldnt go AT FIRST. but my cousin wanted to go out quite badly, so she called my mum and surprisingly she said yes. it was actually quite useless cs by the time my cousin picked me up it was around 5 and i was warned to get back before maghrib. yea, talk abt desperate. but whatever :D the first person i met was zati. arah the arcade and then i saw nad, elle, malai and faez. we decided to leave the place and check on azy and jul who was at west.s at that time . bfr i even got there, i spot this two girls running towards wstreet. they seemed REALLY familiar from behind, both in white. shockingly it was umi and emers trying to avoid me. guess they mustve spotted me earlier! they complained to me abt being a liar. HAHA they dint believe what i told them and fyi guys, im mad. i mean it . for fck sakes, i was telling the truth. HAHA i even watched boboh played the bass guitar performing the songs bintang bintang and aku dan dia, i think. haha or something :D i met quite alot of people today too. k.i and his girrrrrrrrrfren :P afiq, mamat, najib, that girl from BDAC :D syuk and azka too.it was 615 when i looked at my watch. panicked, we ran to check our transport. luckily fifer's CAR was there, but the DRIVER wasnt. we tried calling, everything didnt work. i couldve been dead. fortunately, i got home on time. dad has this restaurant opening occasion we had to attend. honestly, i didnt have much fun. well, it wasnt completely boring. the only thing i enjoyed was watching the balloon disappear in the air. i havent seen such thing since i was a kid. HAHA germaneh rocks. 2 goals in 12 minutes! podolski tha maaaaaaaaaaaaaan (:
oooooooh im getting an italy jersey. cheerio oreo. haha ziko's joke :D
{Saturday, June 24, 2006 @ 6/24/2006}
Days and years go by......and still i see myself as an easy crying watse piece of skin, your easy moving target for you people to poke and punch on. As you know as much as possible, i wouldnt act back, as much as i want and should. I become an easy target for you, ofcoz u dont notice it, because its not done to you.
And i tought people said Family is everything, they make you happy in even the most uncope-able times of your lifes. Seems not for me. For me family is just a couple of people i live with in a house where i have no choice to live in anyways and they'll do anything to bring you down. Thats why i dont like coming back home, they'll just be filled with rains of tears running down my cheecks. And also i tought people said Friends never get left behind. No offence, but sometimes i feel like i do, not now excatly but usually yes~ i know i am..Sometimes i feel like im jus a girl who just seems to be around(i think zy knows how i feel as i have confront her before. If only others knew.). Also i tought people said A guy could make you feel complete in times of need. But wait..i dont have a guy and it seems like i was wrong to even like this guy. A guy just makes me ignorant of whats wrong and whats rigth sometimes.
But as much as i hate being your easy target, i just cant walk away. So go ahead, make me your slave, your doormat, your servant, you rat watver you want me to be. Honestly, i think your loving it.
OH YEA~ and thanx to my so called mom. I've learnt from you, to never be like you. You hav such a frozen heart. and if you think im a BAD daugther coz im writting abt her like this. Well~ your not in my shoes, are you?
---syu--- Dont worry i'll always keep a fake smile on my face, just for the sake of you guys.
p.s-and to you people who wants to comment about my language and grammar or spelling watver. i just want to say "do you even think i give a FUCK of what you think?".... And yes~ hate me all you want when i say that " for me seems like family means nothing"...
{ @ 6/24/2006}
i went to a party yesterday. elle's niece's birthday. it was fun, specially having my friends around. i mean, i havent been doing that for what? 3 days? haha. i came around 5 where the party had already started. they had both the slide and normal bouncer :D they even had spiderman and mickey mouse as mascots of the day. haha! it seemed like all her relatives were there just now. kids everywhere! elle was busy drawing on kids cheeks using her so called face paint when i saw her. world cup flags! we were told to eat then continue with whatever we were doing when i requested italys and englands flag. we went out to get our food and OH MY GOD. the spiderman was totally freaking me and nad out. i swear to god it was scary. HAHA . so it was quite hard for us to get our food. syu was relaxed when that stupid little thing stood next to her for minutes! it was actually silly of us. no wait, not really. most of the kids cried when that ''thing'' went near them too. HAA (: but we managed. with the help of running and hiding behind each others back. hoho!we continued with face painting after that. elle did italy on my left cheek,then syu came interrupting, so elle told me to wait as she finished syu's brazil first! hmph. but i helped :D i did italy for syu. HEEHEE. ok anyways, we moved to this other table sooner cs it was near to a mirror which wouldve made our job easier. those 4 brats knew something i didnt know! they knew something! but.. i found out ALOT of new stuff today. we did our faces n told stories. nazri was the only guy there. he was there to listen to our stories. haha . we all planned to play the bouncers when it can all belong to us which was around 7. after mahgrib, that is. it was fahbulos. i havent played bouncers for years, really. HAHA it was a little scary tho. cs it was slippery and we covered ourselves in sabun. haha . ana came when syu n i were abt to go. el&nad jumped n ran to her in excitement! seconds after that, syu n i did. we havent been seeing her ever since she went for camp. zy didnt get to meet her as she went home earlier. syu sent me home where i couldnt find anyone, except for my brother. so there goes. no football :) cs the teams today stinks. haha well, not a fan of em! ill post up the pictures soon. cheers!
{Friday, June 23, 2006 @ 6/23/2006}
cannavaro.inzaghi.gattuso.im a little too lazy to blog as panjang as i always do. so..
i actually stayed up for
argentinas game against
netherlands last night. but i only watched the first half and then, fell asleep. which was around 4! i had me lunch at three cs i got up at two. haha it doesnt matter now. holidays coming to its end, i can no longer wake up as late as two in the afternoon :D so maybe holiday is really getting bad. i didnt do anything and i mean, absolutely nothing except for thinking of what to do. haahaa its so pathetic, reallyyyyyy. since i havent been watching movies lately, i thought i'd spend my night out with my cousins. it was all perfect at first. movie at 7 and italy at 10. bad news came, both my cousins couldnt make it. i was totally crushed maaaaaaaaaaan. couldnt think of any other things to do other than that, so spent my whole 4 hours until 7 playing the computer with my sister. what a day.
i was quite hyped up when italy scored their 2nd goal. YEAY
INZAGHI!!! it was js so cool. [
khairul,
tar,
khairi and
wafi] HAHAHAHHA serve you guys right! (: telling me
italys gona lose. elaah :P i had cheeseburger and fries from mcD while watching the 2nd half. it was paradise! haha. so nywys
syu, i want your shirt oh so badly. your
italy shirt. not
brazil :)
cheers
{Thursday, June 22, 2006 @ 6/22/2006}
i think im ketulahan. my sister told me to make the bed, and well, i kindda procrastinated and this long oh so very long msg i typed disappeared. HOW STEWUPID! haha and no, i didnt get to eat my breakfast again. this is prolly gonna go on forever! haha its bcs of sleeping late i spose. ah well, its not always i get to sleep after 3AM. what a spoiler. schools gna open in a few days, get up early and to remind myself that i have to start studying again. OH NO NO NO! i do miss my friends. just a little tho :D astro was crazy last night. it didnt work, so i didnt get to watch england pleyh. it was unbelievable, oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. had to watch the replay, sadly. swedens total shit. and owen, HAHAHAHAHA. dichu see. he injured himself! he dint even get to pleyh more than 5 minutes. it was quite silly actually. and it was actually bad that he had to stop playing. gerrard played! so did crouch. gerrards the maaaaaaaaan man. the game was pretty exciting until sweden scored during the last minute! it js had to be a draw. whyyyyyyyyyyyy! whyyyyyyyyyyy. well at least, the main thing s that englands playing against equador. YEAAAAAAAAH! :D argentina's playing against netherlands in less than half an hour. ill be counting on argentina!
holidays stinkin. i didnt do anything today. other than sleep! i got up cs my sister asked if she could use my toilet. haha. was suppose to go for body jam, but thought that i'd prolly js save my moneh for food. food is after all, my top priority. and come to think it, maybe it is a total rip off that the class costs us 10 bucks which is js for an hour. ill prolly just go nx week. this sunday for sure, i wont be able to make it. since theres a family function! went to umi's place instead where i was sure she couldve at least brighten up half of my dull day. she stood there in her sleeveless n short pants once ive arrived. i brought my ibanez along too and i left my pick, bracelet there. haha! the place was a total silence. even her driver who was watching portugal pleyh against mexico was quiet. no wait, its not her driver. its her.. whachu call that person who takes care of.. OK NVM! lets js call him umi's driver :P umi shared with me her ''OHOHMYGOD-NONSTOP-EXCITING'' stories! shes such a nutter, she cracks me up. we had a talk abt the our jerseys and turns out she picked gerrard too. so we're most prolly gonna have the same shirt. i got tesliur when umi showed me this piece of paper advertising DQ's hotdog. and it ws a coincidence i was really hungry. uh wait, when am i never not hungry? haha. so told my aunt to get me two of em, but they didnt have it. my aunt got me chicken joy instead! mhmmmmm. double treat, two sets of em! ate in her living room where her driver was surprisingly no longer quiet. ws funneh how he supported the teams alone! :D
ps/ thanks lena for helping me with the blog. yeh the maaaaaaaaaaan. and syu, good job! (:
{ @ 6/22/2006}
YEPPIE~ finally nadj can stop saying "syu, when r u gonna blog?".....hehehe! =p finally....r u happy that im blogging....evntho i dont actually know what to say! hehhee! btw i said to buy an ITALY jersey too, girrll~~ oh wait....but i hav an original ITALY shirt too.....change that agtah bali england...heheh! =D
so um....im out of words.....um GO BRAZIL and ITALY and AUSTRALIA! =D cz ur players are HOT! heheheh!
xxxSYUxxx
{Wednesday, June 21, 2006 @ 6/21/2006}
i woke up early today! 12.15 p.m, oh yeaaaaah! haha ok, that is so not early. yeah, i missed breakfast again. and its most prolly impossible for me to get up earlier than just now for later. englands playing maaaaaan. hopefully theyll win so they can play against equador and not germany. i mean, dichu see the game? germany isnt so bad after all. i like ballack n klose (: i think it was a nice game. so anyways, england better wins. im thinking of getting a gerrard 04 jersey. i can request it from kaka siti who right now is in london. but then again, i think italy would be nice too. its eye-catching and theres a reason why i want italy: i support them. HOHO! england would be better if no one in brunei wears it. its everywhere! you can even spot which is original n which is isnt. haha i even asked my friends abt their opinions. umi said portugal, but sooner changed her mind to england. azy said italy. my sister said englands the best, so theres no use asking her again cs the nx thing you know is that she'll be ucaping your 2nd team. ooooooooh guess whos got good taste in picking which teams to support :D KILAH.HEEHEE. her three teams are like mine: england, germany, portugal. my fourth is italy and hers is brazil. yeah ok, so what duyu think. italy? england? oh hey, look. another italy supporter. my sisters boyfriend js told her that italy would be rugged cs you can barely find anyone in brunei wearing it. so i should get that oh so blue eye-catching shirt, GATTUSO 8? he said its cool. okay, lets put that aside. i went to my grandparent's js now. around 7, that is. sick of home and i miss my cousin, adam. so thought i'd visit him, and trust me, playing with him is total fun. but sadly, when i got there, it was his bed time cs hes got school tmoro. so i only had the chance to say goodnight to him :/ hahha! im addicted to hips dont lie world cup yknaw. and im still fudged up syu doesnt wna blog :P
unfortunately, gerrrard n crouch isnt playing ): STILL i know. swedens going down :D and
then if england wins, equadors going down! haha cheeeeeeeeers
{Tuesday, June 20, 2006 @ 6/20/2006}
yeah ok, so its sad to blog for more than twice in one day. but trust me, you'll do the same when you cant sleep and thrs absolutely NAA TING. nothing teh do. footballs on, but i dont feel like watching it. unless theres KAKA or cronaldo or ballack or kewell? gerrard too. torres, sure. del piero pun. OR EVEN BETTER, nadj. haha (: sigh. is it true that when you grow so many pimple means you think too much. cs im having that problem and i think its true. HAHA s so pathetic. i js read azys blog and pity her, really. ok maybe she can handle it alone, but.. yeah, she has my sympathy. and im still thinking abt apologising to nad, umi and filz. ehmaigawd, i dint think itwud be this hard. filz bcs i cant make it later to her house for jamming. i think shes mad abt it cs she thinks i didnt ask my mummeh. ok fine, i didnt. haha :P but really, im tired of getting warnings n all. plus, her place is quite far so maybe it'l be an advantage to not go later: i can go out nx time :D ahahaha. my bright side, that is. umi, bcs i dint go out with her js now. i couldnt reply as fast as she expected me to. i mean, i had to ask my mum and all. i had to get back home bfr six so i might as well js stay at home, cs she told me to come like around 3. it'd be quite useless, and ho god, im broke maaaaaaaaaan. i cant even afford a tuna sandwis maaaaaaaaaaan. im exaggerating, but yea.and lastly, nad. i didnt come to her birthday party. they all didnt. SANE didnt, but nad's team mates went. so did minz, fortunately :D i shouldve js went eventho i'd get scolded by my parents, but fudge me. fudge me fudge me faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaj me. its for the sake of nad n i dint do it. i feel REALLY REALLY REALLY bad. tho i know she doesnt know any idea how sorry i am. i tried msging her in msn too, but its useless. so at the moment, im trying to find a way to apologise and make it up to them. i cant buy them anything, i dont have moneh. its so sahaaaaad yknaw. and ive been treating my friends oh so badly in msn. im sorry you guuuuuuyyyyyyysss, i just cant seem to find my good mood. it'll come back soon, ieh promise (:
kaka's picture is cute to the mthf f fkin oer3cu4y5n34094i RIGHT. right! i better msg the three of them now. oh, let me knwh if ny of yeh guys want teh get me the jersey :D cheers buttheads.
{ @ 6/20/2006}
Fernando Torres is HOT. Jersey no: 9 =D
CRISTIANO RONALDO baby!
kaka IS cute :D
HARRY KEWELL! and Tim Cahill.
Steven Gerrard.
SAY BALLAAAAAACCCCKKKK! Michael Ballack.
{ @ 6/20/2006}
HEYHO :)
this would not be my first time blogging okay. its nadj. and i always start with what time i got up and why :D sadly i got up around ONE. why sadly is bcs ive been wanting to get up like in the morning and not afternoon, so i can start having my breakfast. unlike what happened for the past one week, ive missed breakfast. im trying to gain weight here. haha! slept at two thirty last night after watching brazil play. 2 nil against australia. i like kewell :) and ronaldo stinked last night, what a nigga. ooh, anyone ever heard of the serbian player named nadj? albert nadj. haha go nadj !anyone interested in italy? or portugal, cristiano ronaldo baby. im going for england man. anyone up for buying me an italian jersey? or jacket? :D anywys.. umi and emers invited me to go out with them to gdg today with the PDSians, but i passed. dads been mental abt me going out, so yeah. so i dont think ill be able to come to filz's place tmoro. shes calling us for jamming. yes, she plays the drum. syu n i cant even strum the guitar, so its more like 'she'd be jamming alone'. HEEHEE. ill try getting more lesson with emerson. just wait :D great! 6 more days til school reopens. its gna stink! i mean, everythings over. all that is left for us to do is study cs our nx exam will be in august. maybe i should start to spend my 6 days doing something fun, cs as far as im concerned, my holidays getting worst and worse each and everydeh. unlike earlier, i had so much plans. watch movie, BDAC orientation, watch movie, planned to have a sleepover, planned to go to the beach. but as i said, it didnt work out well. oh sigh! but hey,i can start with visiting my cousin tonight. adam! that'd be fun yea. well.. at least, thats wha i think. msn didnt work last night, totally pissed me off. i mean, i was sooo looking forward to chat with haziq. HAHA he's such a silleh teman. he made up jokes abawut tuna sandwis yknowh. s so funneh! im still so cracked up right now. haha cheers niggurettos.
ps/ thanks ZY for helping me with the mtf stupid but ok blog :)
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